One Word 365

I am writing this today on my blog, my one word for 2012.  I am not much of a blogger, in fact, I am pathetic, in terms of blogging, but I want to do this, this year, have a word that the Lord can use to change my life, for the better. The word that comes to mind is trust.  I have been a christian for 45 years, spent more than 25 years in ministry with my husband, raised 10 children, I should be really good at trusting the Lord, and honestly I feel like I am, but I know that I still worry about stuff, money, kids, husband, the future, my job...ok so I am not so good at trust!  This should be good...I hope!

Dear Lord

Lord, I am trying to trust you for everything, right now we need money for food, our house payment, garbage, electricity and gas, phones, and we are so behind Lord on everything and as you know, it is Christmas, and we have the whole family coming home for the holiday.  Food, presents, oh Lord it is so much! Now the final straw is that both Mark and I are not working during the last week of this month (not our choice but our employers) so we will have even less to work with.  I know you can do all things, please help us through this time.  Please?
I thank you for your answers, what ever they are.